4.12.2005

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that is the number of diaries i have written in full. crazy eh? i calculated that if each journal was about 180 pages, that's 4,680 pages i've written over the past 10 years. i would estimate that at least a third of those pages are full of crap. haha... "It's only a diary. Everybody knows diaries are full of crap." (- bridget jones, from bridget jones' diary). then another 10% would probably be gushing about boys and/or the backstreet boys (yes, i used to do this back in high school.) probably a quarter is about my relationship problems - family, friends, etc. then there's stressing about school and how tired i am... hmm. i'd say that pretty much sums up everything i talk about in my journals. granted, the content has hopefully gotten a little bit deeper. but a lot of the times i just use it to babble. it's become such a big part of my routine that if i don't write in it i have a harder time falling asleep! i dunno when that happened, i think during college when i actually developed a consistent qt's... anyway, maybe if i get the time i'll post some old entries in here. that would be a hoot... man, the stupid things i used to write about! hmm, the stupid things i STILL write about!