banana-haters have feelings too

hrmm... so i guess things are goin' alright. i have a few minutes til i have to leave for babysitting. so i'm back here. i must admit that i am letting myself worry too much. i've always prided myself in being fairly laid back about grades and school. but i guess i'm mostly worried that i won't have time. as long as i study and do my best, then i really don't have to worry. but if i'm not working hard, then that gives me reason to feel uneasy. ultimately, i will find more value in the time i spend at the conference than i would getting a higher grade on my exams. i just need to focus on that. i think i'm more worried about my org. studies application though. i have three days to finish it! aiyah! at least i got a lot of ideas generated yesterday. i'll write a really rough draft tonight, spend some time revising it tomorrow, then really finish it thursday. then turn it in on friday. sound good? i hope that works. i just gotta really manage my time. i think the org. studies app is the most important, cuz one or two exams is not going to kill me. but getting into org studies will impact the rest of my college life. so i really gotta do well on that. last night God reminded me that He's working in my life! it's not just me who has to use my own weak efforts to get things done. what a comfort it is to know that He's at work and He never leaves me. Lord, grant me the wisdom and faith to live for You each day, in everything i do. alright, time to go i think. byee...

posted by Laura @ 2:13 PM